The Homework Stop

I long for the day when I won't have to do homework I hate, do busy work, do what somebody else cares about when I don't care squat... all just to work towards getting that wondrous letter "A" stamped on my record. I love homework that I actually enjoy, where I learn something and it has meaning in my life. I can't wait to have time to be me and share what I am most passionate about with others. To help others find their place in life.

I pray and try everyday to be a difference in someones life and help them to be happy. If you aren't happy in you heart, than who are you? I want to write. I have these thoughts in my head that get lost because I do so much stupid homework for that one class that I didn't want to take, but was required. Sure, I still learn a lot from it. But clearly the homework is not doing it's duty- no matter how awesome a teacher you are. I want to teach to share my love and knowledge with others to help them grow and understand the world.
I hate sitting in classrooms through lectures. Why not build open walls? School is so very terribly mentally exhausting. It makes you lazy and super productive all at once. I go to bed and my eyeballs ache. You don't have time to eat. Working out asks for energy that you (don't think) you have. When do I write? When do I read? When do I go on long bike rides?

OK, I'm being silly... only kind of. Am I right? Does anyone else feel like this? Of course I still do the things I want but I always feel like I'm doing them guiltily, knowing I have homework I could do instead.
Anyways. That's my rant. Now maybe I can focus on this busy-work homework that I am hating so very much. I could have been 1/5 of the way done by now. But at least I got that off of my mind.
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